Survival (#MyLife)

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Yesterday While I work, My timeline on Twitter (@Andre__swagassi) Was full of various things from those I follow and those who follow me. Some Freaky, Some funny, Some even in Spanish..... But the ones that were actually affecting me were the Sad, and Depressing Tweets.  I started to feel a certain Way because people i follow ages 18 and up were complaining about their lives, and some of their struggle. Some were so Down and Depressed, felt a certain way at certain situations, and I really said to myself REALLY? Man this is no competition or contest, but you people really haven't been thru anything, you should be thanking God he only gave you those minimal struggles..... So i started my own Trending Topic called #MyLife, everytime i tweeted a situation and put #MyLife at the end that mean that I went thru that situation myself, so i thought i'd do a Recap of these Tweets so you can catch first hand of someof the things i went thru in the past.............

You people think you've been thru shit, Try watching your Baby sister (16) shoot herself in the mouth #MyLife

you all wouldn't survive an hour in my shoes

Try coming home and getting a call from the police saying your wife and daughter has been killed by the man she was cheating with #MyLife

when i say #MyLife that means It happened to me.....

Try being Molested from Ages 6-9 ....... #MyLife ... Iswear you folks better thank God, you all got it so good

Try Being Homeless, Literally Sleeping outside for months even christmas #MyLife

Try being called Gay for 6 years out your life cuz kids found out you had been molested..... #MyLife

I know for a fact why that little boy in Atlanta hung himself for being teased, I swear I was so closed to being there when i was 11

Lol, I swear to Jesus, i'd feel sorry for whoever switched lives with me

They say don't fret cuz someone is always going thru worst, I pray everynight for that person, cuz the shit i've seen is unimaginable

Try being Raped at 6 years old #MyLife

You niggas ain't never been thru shit, Rap about that Rappers, Sing about that singers, Wouldn't survive 2 hours in my shoes

Try Living 2 years without Electricity being in Elementary School #MyLife

How many times have you went downstairs as a child for Christmas and the Tree wasn't even there let alone gifts #MyLife

I went thru this shit so people in my life didn't have to, just think God could've chose you...but he chose me to go thru it...thank him

I don't sleep as it is, because when i close my eyes i still see Diana Pulling the Trigger on herself....#MyLife

wanna know something funny, My mother, father, siblings relatives etc, don't even know my story, some of them don't even care to know

Wanna know something else, i'm 24 and just 2 weeks ago, i found out that my Dad might not even be my real Dad...lol... #MyLife

I hope those who Read this take the time out and think about their lives, and really appreciate the fact that you're here, and you didn't go thru some of the things that I went thru.... and If you unfortunately did go thru at least 1 if not all, just know that I am here for you if you need anything find anyway to contact me.... Love yall

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SLAP BOW! BOW!!!! (the one night stand)

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Now Playing : Roscoe Dash ft Kalio - Slap Bow (only right for the occasion)

Boy Boy Boy, now Male and Females both have one night stands i know, but this is definitely for you RETARDED female species out there, you know, the ones who "THINK LIKE A NIGGA" the ones who say man we just gone "FUCK THESE NIGGAS AND LEAVE EM just like they do us girl!" .....smgdmfh ....

Ladies what do you really accomplish when you have a one night stand? When you meet that nigga, and he has his game and fit tight, and right, do you say to yourself "Self, we just gone get this nigga to buy me some drinks, fuck him tonight, and leave him hanging, .... i mean self, he would do the same to us" BOY BOY BOY are you wrong, even if its not a one night stand , women i swear you give your Pussy WAY TO MUCH POWER..... you don't realize niggas will go to the end of the earth to FUCK, and then leave you Dry........Don't believe me try it.... watch that nigga splurge, trick, call, treat you like a queen.... and he's not even your boyfriend, now wait about 6 months or more and then give him the pussy, bet that nigga bounce afterwards.....

I really don't know what you women think is in your Vagina, or what you get outta one night stands, or using your pussy to get what you want.... i mean really what is is for? 

Are you Fucking cuz you feel its the thing you do? Couldn't be fucking for a nut, cuz a female orgasm is a task, and most one night stands aren't gonna put that kinda work in....SOMEONE give me an answer...lmao... you ladies are a work of art, i just hate that a vast majority of you can be such a DUMB work of art....

And P.S. to the fellas - .....................................Idk...lol

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Are you my Daddy?

Now Playing : H.C.K - Smash on who

Ok, its been a wild life for me, as far as Family. Many members of my family have shunned me and sent me to hell in their minds.  I mean you should hear the judgement i get from them. Its crazy, but Family is supposed to be there no matter what right? Wrong.... 

Most of us, Especially kids of African American Descent have grown up with your their fathers around, and some have fortunately been able to call daddy and he's right in the next room. I've never Blamed my father for not being around like he should've been, Hell what did you expect, the woman who carried me in her womb cheated on him. (still remember that night, it wasn't pretty). But i don't hate him at all, just as well as he could've picked up the phone and called I could've done the same. But just 2 weeks ago I learned that if I was to be mad, I might be mad at the wrong man.

My mother pulls into the walmart parking lot and opens up to tell me about a man whom she dated or whatever after her and my (father??) separated while she was pregnant with me, and now this same man who is assuming on his deathbed is confessing to his family and all that he believes deep down in his heart that i am his CHILD?

PAUSES MUSIC.....

NOW YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU HAD SEX WITH THIS MAN WHILE PREGNANT

WITH ME? DAMN ANOTHER NIGGAS DICK GRAZED ME WHILE I WAS IN THE

WOMB. PROBABLY WHY I HAVE NO SENSE NOW, HE PROBABLY 

SMACKED ME IN THE FACE AND UPSIDE THE HEAD A 

FEW TIMES WHILE YALL WERE DOING THE DO.

PRESSES PLAY.....

I'm 24 years old born January 3rd 1986, in 24 years you never came sir to say that your my dad, and because of my lack of trust for women , i really wouldn't put it past my mother to have hid this from me, and this dude really be my dad, i think about it constantly  because of the potential drama this could start, and i'm a drama avoider... but if he is my dad then i guess i was lied to for YEARS and YEARS.... is there anyone else going thru something like this? or what is you guys' take on this situation? Lemme know..... but before i go.......

NOW CHILDREN WHAT DO WE SAY WHEN WE MEET A NICE MAN??

I'M CATCHING ON TO YOU WOMEN, YOU'RE NOT SLICK..................

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Now Playing - My life Be like by G.R.I.T.S

First and Foremost Just let me thank God for Awaking me this morning at 9:49 am. Second i must say that this definitely is not a permanent female bash, Both Genders, Male and Female play horrible games, but i can't speak for any experience with male as i am heterosexual. Now that, that is out of the way, I must state that last night was a pretty restless night, but I got great sleep.

No back to the Lecture at hand.......
Girls, Ladies, Women, Bad bitches, Barbies whatever you're classifying yourself as now a days, I must say the Games are Getting old. I continuously Hear on a daily basis, a different shade of Female preach about "niggas not being shit", "a Good man is hard to find", "these niggas don't know a good thing when they see it" that last one really grinds my gears (thanks peter griffin) but its very obvious that "niggas" don't know a good thing when they see it because Women lets be real , you are not a good thing. You females are BOLD , even have the nerve to fix yourself to say, you know how to hide your wrong doing better then men. It may be true, but i will say this, every guy eventually finds out, its just some guys are just to stupid to believe that shit ("not my girl", "i got a good girl") <--- fellas we gotta quit with dumb ass excuses like that, i know we don't wanna look dumb infront of people, our friends , fam etc... but you live learn and move on.

Now i know I am about to hear the "glorious" Traditional Women explain to me how they are different and the others are immature and come up with excuses, but even you Preachers don't show me anything different. The same ones that constantly preach that they are different from the rest, more mature from the rest still fall amongst the same category of the non-worthy females. Its so ridiculous very ridiculous how you can say you want a good man, wanna be with a good man and soon as you catch a glimpse of a Good man You're all of a sudden not in want of one anymore, or in need. I have no idea what goes on thru a womans head and what is the main reason for some of their dumb actions, but i will say this i'm on to you all...

Now Playing Try sleeping With a Broken Heart by Alicia Keys

Ironic that this song is playing and i'm on this topic, answer me this ladies, Have you ever Truly tried to sleep with a broken heart? ever had your heart broken? Ever put your all into one person for a LONG period of time only to have them Lie, Cheat and Deceive you? I don't think you truly know what heartbreak is... because if you did how could you put the good ones through the countless amounts of deception that you do? Men hurt ladies, and most of all MEN DO NOT WANT THEIR TIME WASTED, its precious to us, if we tell you we want to settle down, be in a long term relationship then that is what we want, not a part-time relationship, not a short term, but a relationship where he's your only and your his only.

Now Playing: Cheatin' By Little Brother

Although this song is FUNNY AS HELL! its soooo true. When a man cheats on a Woman, the woman gives him AMPLE amount of Chances. But I swear If a woman Cheats on a man , that nigga be gone for good...you might get lucky and get 1 more chance, but usually that nigga is Ghost.

But My question is, what is the purpose of cheating? You know whether or not if you want to be in a relationship long term, or short term, hell if you're gonna cheat just don't get into a relationship at all? 

Those are life's questions that will forever go unanswered. I don't know what its like to Cheat, but i do have first hand experience in BEING CHEATED on.

Cheating is very painful, and can damage your spouse's life. I mean do research, the biggest cause of STD spread isn't promiscuity, but infidelity(cheating)... Telling your Boyfriend how much you appreciate him, Love him, Trust him with your mind, body, soul, and life, how you will spend your life with him...laying down with him..Making love to him, kissing him, being held by him.....Only to tell niggas who approach you that you are not in a relationship, laying up with them, spreading the same shit you might've gotten with the "boyfriend #2" or 3, and giving it back to who is supposed to be your only boyfriend its ridiculous... its horrible... its so hurtful, and dangerous.... I lost the love of my life due to infidelity , I lost my beautiful daughter Ja'mya Marie. Alot of people that know me don't even know this story, its so funny, i do a good job of keeping pain hidden, and my life away from people. But when i say lost i don't mean custody, i mean lost to the point where she is not coming back R.I.P (Feb. 7th 2006) but just thinking about it fuels my tears, and also my hatred for her mother, my ex who i thought after dating for 4 years would be the one I'd die with. Boy was i wrong. but on a Conclusive note (blood is currently boiling thinking of it) Women Realize the Games that you play take an affect, and Karma is a bitch...But for whom ever Reads this (women and men) take a look at the picture of the one i lost due to infidelity (cheating) and Think twice before you decide to:

Have sex with someone you're not dating when you have a spouse at home

Decide to accept that lunch date with a "friend" or "relative" your spouse hasn't met

Tell a person you're not in a relationship

Go on a social networking site, like Myspace, Twitter, Facebook, and claim your boyfriend or girlfriend on one site and Claim to be single on another site just because you know he or she can't see the site you claim to be single on

All in all i'm just saying Consider Feelings and Realize that you hurt people 

i'll be back with more, FUNNY, SAD, DUMB, ALL KINDS OF SHIT, i just had to get that off my chest, 

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