Are you my Daddy?

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Ok, its been a wild life for me, as far as Family. Many members of my family have shunned me and sent me to hell in their minds.  I mean you should hear the judgement i get from them. Its crazy, but Family is supposed to be there no matter what right? Wrong.... 

Most of us, Especially kids of African American Descent have grown up with your their fathers around, and some have fortunately been able to call daddy and he's right in the next room. I've never Blamed my father for not being around like he should've been, Hell what did you expect, the woman who carried me in her womb cheated on him. (still remember that night, it wasn't pretty). But i don't hate him at all, just as well as he could've picked up the phone and called I could've done the same. But just 2 weeks ago I learned that if I was to be mad, I might be mad at the wrong man.

My mother pulls into the walmart parking lot and opens up to tell me about a man whom she dated or whatever after her and my (father??) separated while she was pregnant with me, and now this same man who is assuming on his deathbed is confessing to his family and all that he believes deep down in his heart that i am his CHILD?

PAUSES MUSIC.....

NOW YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU HAD SEX WITH THIS MAN WHILE PREGNANT

WITH ME? DAMN ANOTHER NIGGAS DICK GRAZED ME WHILE I WAS IN THE

WOMB. PROBABLY WHY I HAVE NO SENSE NOW, HE PROBABLY 

SMACKED ME IN THE FACE AND UPSIDE THE HEAD A 

FEW TIMES WHILE YALL WERE DOING THE DO.

PRESSES PLAY.....

I'm 24 years old born January 3rd 1986, in 24 years you never came sir to say that your my dad, and because of my lack of trust for women , i really wouldn't put it past my mother to have hid this from me, and this dude really be my dad, i think about it constantly  because of the potential drama this could start, and i'm a drama avoider... but if he is my dad then i guess i was lied to for YEARS and YEARS.... is there anyone else going thru something like this? or what is you guys' take on this situation? Lemme know..... but before i go.......

NOW CHILDREN WHAT DO WE SAY WHEN WE MEET A NICE MAN??